meri xmas

masaya.

meri xmas sa inyong lahat.

pero kahet anong blissful hapiness ang idulot, isa lang ang payo ng kaibigan ko. to never trust an unpredictable guy!
hehehe

talking would really do some good

medyo nagliliwanag ang malabo kong mundo.

parang, pero unless masabe nia ng deretso sa kung anong gusto nia sa buhay nia at
kung ano ako sa buhay nia. hah. as if i mean something to him.

ewan. sabe nia kung ano daw ang nasa isip ko yun na daw un. pano kung isipin kong ako ang only one for him, tapos hinde pala. one thing is sure hinde cia nag bibiro. pero parang hinde ren cia sigurado.

cguro parehas kame confuse. sa kanya ren kc magde depend ang natitirang sanity ko sa sitwasyon namen.

oh well, hopefully he can think straight. so i can see straight

ano ba ito. am i making sense?

i dont know.

hopefully we can talk, like normal people do. hopefully.

and the confusing game starts

hei!

so this is how it is.

i think we are just friends. nothing more nothing less

i like to think what we are now is a little bit meaningful than what we have before.

i really like to think that way. but i guess maybe, there is really nothing to look forward in to.

this is hard. i really like to believe that i mean something to you, because i am sensing something different from our reactions to each other. (although a lot of times my senses fails me. my propioception is no better than yours.) we need to communicate. we need to talk like normal people do. we nid to do better.

there is so many gud things to look forward to. please. just please be the person that i want you to be. be that person i wish you will be. be that person who will be just there to give me that "natural high".

please. please.