magandang umaga!
masaya ako! salamat at hidi ka nagyayabang. sana makasama ulit kita.
i hope someday soon...sooner...you will notice me in a different way.
bahala na.
i know that you already know my little secret.
i guess, i'll just have to work it out from there.
god bless!
hopin i'll have blessed day!
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
mganda ang umaga, kahit na bumabagsak pa rin ang talukap ng mata, gusto kong isipin na may katuturan ang buong araw na ito.
inaantok ako...pero kailangan kong imulat ang mga mata at piliting gisingin ang diwa.
kahit na nararamdaman ko ang kagustuhang ibagsak muli ang katawan sa higaan
dapat ko itong pigilan ...
dapat may lakas akong laban ang sarili kong katamaran
pagkat maganda ang umaga, ang haring araw ay sumikat na
dala ang bagong pag-asa na ang buong araw ay masaya
----
hindi ko na ata magiging theme song ang kantang "hanggang kailan " ng Orange and lemons. hindi ko na rin ata kaya ang kahihiyan na uuwi muli ako sa batangas.
sana mapaalis siya. sana makakuha siya ng trabaho para sana mas may pag-asa na bukas o sa makalawa ay may katuparang kami ay magsama.
inaantok ako...pero kailangan kong imulat ang mga mata at piliting gisingin ang diwa.
kahit na nararamdaman ko ang kagustuhang ibagsak muli ang katawan sa higaan
dapat ko itong pigilan ...
dapat may lakas akong laban ang sarili kong katamaran
pagkat maganda ang umaga, ang haring araw ay sumikat na
dala ang bagong pag-asa na ang buong araw ay masaya
----
hindi ko na ata magiging theme song ang kantang "hanggang kailan " ng Orange and lemons. hindi ko na rin ata kaya ang kahihiyan na uuwi muli ako sa batangas.
sana mapaalis siya. sana makakuha siya ng trabaho para sana mas may pag-asa na bukas o sa makalawa ay may katuparang kami ay magsama.
magandang umaga!!!!
mganda ang umaga, kahit na bumabagsak pa rin ang talukap ng mata, gusto kong isipin na may katuturan ang buong araw na ito.
inaantok ako...pero kailangan kong imulat ang mga mata at piliting gisingin ang diwa.
kahit na nararamdaman ko ang kagustuhang ibagsak muli ang katawan sa higaan
dapt ko itong pigilan ...
dapat may lakas akong laban ang sarili kong katamaran
pagkat maganda ang umaga, ang haring araw ay sumikat na
dala ang bagong pag-asa na ang buong araw ay masaya
----
hindi ko na ata magiging theme song ang kantang "hanggang kailan " ng Orange and lemons. hindi ko na rin ata kaya ang kahihiyan na uuwi muli ako sa batangas.
sana mapaalis siya. sana makakuha siya ng trabaho para sana mas may pag-asa na bukas o sa makalawa ay may katuparang kami ay magsama.
inaantok ako...pero kailangan kong imulat ang mga mata at piliting gisingin ang diwa.
kahit na nararamdaman ko ang kagustuhang ibagsak muli ang katawan sa higaan
dapt ko itong pigilan ...
dapat may lakas akong laban ang sarili kong katamaran
pagkat maganda ang umaga, ang haring araw ay sumikat na
dala ang bagong pag-asa na ang buong araw ay masaya
----
hindi ko na ata magiging theme song ang kantang "hanggang kailan " ng Orange and lemons. hindi ko na rin ata kaya ang kahihiyan na uuwi muli ako sa batangas.
sana mapaalis siya. sana makakuha siya ng trabaho para sana mas may pag-asa na bukas o sa makalawa ay may katuparang kami ay magsama.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Back to my normal life
After a long of time vacation I am here again in front of one of the computers here in our library trying to make sense of my break time by writing things that are somehow trivial in life...
back to school, back to normal life. Back on sleepless nights, back to reading books that would try to add to the convolutions of my brain.
so how was my summer...
REALIZATIONS, that is only description I can think of.
this summer taught me to realize so many things in the different aspects of my life.
I loss two people that are dear to my heart. I still mourn for them, paminsan minsan pag naiisip ko. i still feel this big thing within my chest, para bang hindi ko lubos na nailalabas ang kalungkutang aking nadarama.
these people made me want to pursue this profession more. That i am hoping that when the time comes when i will be encountering Patients with the same kind of illnesses, i will be more of help. feeling ko kc kulang ang suportang naibigay ko sa mga taong ito. I could have shown more care and love for this two people. And maybe things would have different. I love them so much that it still hurts thinking i am not gonna be able to see them or spent any special moment with them.
this summer made me realize also that right now, i am making a lifetime decision of dedicating everything i have for this profession. Para bang, sinasabe ko na ren na wala ng urungan ito. deretso lang ang alam ko daan, pede akong huminto, bumagal pero i can not see my self making a complete stop and turning around. That is why i always pray for his guidance, na kahet ayawan ako ng kursong ito, ay mas lalo akong mag pursige para maging totoo lahat ng mga pangarap ko. so help me God.
as for the lighter side of my life, the most realization i have made is that I AM BEATIFUL
hahahaha
I think I am way over my ugly duckling sydrome! this is good, right?!@ there were so many things that made me feel like a normal girl being followed around by normal boys....Kase dati ang akala ko people will pass by without noticing my existence. Pero ngayon i am somehow annoyed but still thankful of the people trying to consider my existence as part of their own.
As for my mumbaki, i wish to see you soon. I still wish to see you un attached...with the hope of you noticing me in a differnt way.
As for the engineer, thank you. After hearing all those things, and learning the truth behind some issues I realize that I deserve someone better. I realize that you are not what i hope you will be. I am thankful that i did not fall on any of your sickening traps. i hope that you would stop ruining lives of the desperate women that fall for your devilish smile. i know someday, you will meet your match. But still i thank you for the experience, the kilig moments, the dreams and the confidence in that I am one girls that you like but you never had!
As for the komposer. I like you. I hope that you would have the courage to ask me out. I hope you will have the courage to create conversations with me. Though you kinda fell short as to my standards for the RIGHT MAN, ok lang! because what is important is that I like you, you like me too, then will work it out from there.
I am looking forward for a good year for my group, my studies and for my family and my love life.
thank you!
back to school, back to normal life. Back on sleepless nights, back to reading books that would try to add to the convolutions of my brain.
so how was my summer...
REALIZATIONS, that is only description I can think of.
this summer taught me to realize so many things in the different aspects of my life.
I loss two people that are dear to my heart. I still mourn for them, paminsan minsan pag naiisip ko. i still feel this big thing within my chest, para bang hindi ko lubos na nailalabas ang kalungkutang aking nadarama.
these people made me want to pursue this profession more. That i am hoping that when the time comes when i will be encountering Patients with the same kind of illnesses, i will be more of help. feeling ko kc kulang ang suportang naibigay ko sa mga taong ito. I could have shown more care and love for this two people. And maybe things would have different. I love them so much that it still hurts thinking i am not gonna be able to see them or spent any special moment with them.
this summer made me realize also that right now, i am making a lifetime decision of dedicating everything i have for this profession. Para bang, sinasabe ko na ren na wala ng urungan ito. deretso lang ang alam ko daan, pede akong huminto, bumagal pero i can not see my self making a complete stop and turning around. That is why i always pray for his guidance, na kahet ayawan ako ng kursong ito, ay mas lalo akong mag pursige para maging totoo lahat ng mga pangarap ko. so help me God.
as for the lighter side of my life, the most realization i have made is that I AM BEATIFUL
hahahaha
I think I am way over my ugly duckling sydrome! this is good, right?!@ there were so many things that made me feel like a normal girl being followed around by normal boys....Kase dati ang akala ko people will pass by without noticing my existence. Pero ngayon i am somehow annoyed but still thankful of the people trying to consider my existence as part of their own.
As for my mumbaki, i wish to see you soon. I still wish to see you un attached...with the hope of you noticing me in a differnt way.
As for the engineer, thank you. After hearing all those things, and learning the truth behind some issues I realize that I deserve someone better. I realize that you are not what i hope you will be. I am thankful that i did not fall on any of your sickening traps. i hope that you would stop ruining lives of the desperate women that fall for your devilish smile. i know someday, you will meet your match. But still i thank you for the experience, the kilig moments, the dreams and the confidence in that I am one girls that you like but you never had!
As for the komposer. I like you. I hope that you would have the courage to ask me out. I hope you will have the courage to create conversations with me. Though you kinda fell short as to my standards for the RIGHT MAN, ok lang! because what is important is that I like you, you like me too, then will work it out from there.
I am looking forward for a good year for my group, my studies and for my family and my love life.
thank you!
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