it was finally over

like what i said in my message to you

god knows i waited for you so long. i liked you since we were kids. i learned to love you and accept you for a year now.

and then all of a sudden, after 2 1/2 months i ended our blissful romance. i decided to let go of you. why?

i'm not sure of the real reason. Maybe i'm afraid that if i hold on to you, i might loose my self. maybe that even though i have you, i don't really have your heart. i'm afraid i'm keeping you for the wrong reasons.

what i'm sure of is that your not ready.

figure out first what you really want in life. if you really want me in yours. you had your chance. i gave you that chance.

i know i did something that our situation was asking for.

i am still hurt. and i still feel bad. i still love you. i still am hopeful for us to be friends again

a little hopeful for the "us" in the future.

for now, i have to be away from you. i guess i love myself more than what i have for you.

thanks but no thanks!

now its finally over

after a 2 1/2 months of blissful romance, few surprises, a magical night, i decided to finally end it.
the hapi times seems inadequate to masks the reality of the situation.

i'm tired. your probably tired hearing all my drama. i'm sorry.
or on the other hand your probably waitin for me to set u free.

sad. but i guess some good things has to last.
it hasn't really sink in to me.