ang part three

ang part three ay tungkol sa taong dapt naging kasama ko sa baclaran trip.

btw, it was bad trip after all. didn't push through.

the whole vacation, everytime na sumasagi yung idea sa isip ko...i will always end up with telling myself to have no expectations, no false hopes . pero maniniwala sa mga surprises na pedeng dumating sa buhay maybe not coming from him but from life itself.

malabokase cia eh. he is not permanently persistent. pasulpot-sulpot lang. and i don't understand kung ano ba talaga. he never said he is courting me. but his friends says he is. he is asking me out but malas lang talaga, wala pa natuloy sa mga balak namen. drawing kc yun eh.

nakaka alala lang pag gusto nia. pag nakakainom ata. hahaha

i don't know if he really is that torpe or just not that in to me.

kagabe, we were together with friends. sa bahay ng pinsan ko. me konte inuman. didn't drink kc pale pilsen ung ini-inom nila. he offered me a coke sakto. part pa naman ng diet ko ang hinde mag soft drink, pero hinde na ako nakahinde, nabili na nia. and helo, can i say no to him. No!

yesterday, was something. although not confirmed ang mga bagay bagay at hinde galeng sa kanya. Naconfirm ng mga friends nia. alam ko may something. i just know.

all of his friends na hinde ko kakilala, eh kilala ako at associated sa kanya. talk about something huh?
nakwento pa nia, yung bayaw joke nia sa kapatid ko.

maisip talaga akong tao, kaya ren siguro ganito ako.

actually, for the last three months hinde naman kame nagkikita eh. text lang. so it was my first time to see him again after three months. ang cute ng feeling. basta it was nice to see him smile. cute!

hindi ako kinikilig pero masaya ako.

but i know hanggang hinde confirmed alam ko na non-sense ang lahat ng ito. i have heard a lot of similar stories na katulad ng sa akin pero hinde maganda ang ending. It was all assumptions, making the girl on the loosing end.
i think 50-50 chance na pedeng sad ending ng istorya kong ito. but i will stay for a while, because i like what i i have now. i like this, even though i don't understand the full terms and condition of "this". kahet na ako lang ang nag-aassume na may "this". kc alam ko, pag wala namang nangyare magsasawa den ako.

i might get hurt i don't care, everybody gets hurt. lilipas den yung kung magkakataon.

i will just stay here for a while, still wait for surprises

malay ba naten na sa kakahintay ko sa kakupadan nia, makilala ko yung god's best ko

pedeng hinde cia...hehehe

basta

i know and understand perfectly the "this" situation i am into. i'll stay for a while.

well that's enough update for now.