part2

ang second theme ng vacation ko eh about life and motherhood.

can't belive my only single female cousin in the philippines, who is also the same age as me, is already married. I went to batangas to witness their simple civil wedding.

parang dream ang lahat. parang naglalaro lang. at pagdating ko dun, the afternoon before their wedding, kakabili pa lang nila ng ring kase akala daw nila di na kailangan ng ring pag civil wedding lang. oh di ba para silang naglalaro lang. they are just completing the requirements pero hinde ko alam if she or both them really know that their entering into a lifelong committment.

mahirap yung pinasok ng pinsan ko. i know napasubo ren cia. a baby is on the way na kase. but i know it was a decision na mahirap para sa kanya. ksae kilala ko yun eh. parehas kameng marameng dreams sa buhay. marameng gustong puntahan, marating, at maging sa pag lipas ng araw.

but she have a different path now. kc may aakayin na ciang little kid along the way at i add mo pa yung asawa nia. wow. major change ng plans.

well, i know she will learn to be mature along the way. i know that her husband will mature enough for the three of them. kilala ko naman yung mapapangasawa nia. medyo matagal na reng kakilala ng pamilya ko. and he is nice guy. mas marunong pa nga siyang mag luto kesa sa pinsan ko.

so that was the 2nd week.

the 3rd week was spent for buying candles and visiting the people who have left us earlier this year.

everytime i remember this people, nandun paren yung a feeling of sadness. naiiyak paren ako. and m hoping masaya sila sa kung saan man sila naroon.